i have read chancey's blog and i agree...there is no happiness!!

so im gonna be optimistic! im coming to brunei in less than a month!! woohoo!! and i have the same holidays as yall...chicka chicka yeahhh!

and school right now is so extremely easy! i have had almost no homework all this week and i have none tonight...except reading...but who reads??

i do have some complaints though...freakin ONE TREE HILL!!
its making me angry...these things are NOT supposed to happen!! im going to kill nanny carrie!!

ok well...thats pretty much it

ohhh and guys if i had a lazy eye, one leg, was mentally retarded, and had rabies would you still be my friend?

Current Mood: cheerful

yayyy 2007 is almost over!!
and then i graduate!! yippeee!!
but omg i cant believe it has already almost been a full year since i moved to brunei...crazyyyy man!!

but yeah everything is goin good over here at the moment...
theres a lil bit of not so good stuff with chase but blehhh i dont feel like talking or thinking about that right now

but with the ex things are goin good...we are finally talking and laughing pretty much just like we did before i left...nice to actually be friends again

hmm thats pretty much all im gonna write i think...hope everything is goin well for yall and i hope to see ya soon!

I go to Texas in 17 days!! eeeeeeeeeee im so excited!!
It'll be COMPLETELY stress free...no work...no more worrying bout college apps!!
speaking of college apps...they are due tomorrow...better get working on mine haha.
and my stupid english essay thats due tomorrow...oh well i just cant wait to go back to texas :D

but weird shit...i just talked to my ex's best friend
and apparently they were talking about me the other day...
said he knows he really fucked up
and said he probably wouldnt have dropped outta school if we stayed toghether
and asked clayton if he thought we had a chance of getting back together if i moved back...
i said im not moving back til i graduate so i guess it doesnt really matter...
i kinda wish he didnt tell me that stuff...
we just now started speaking again...
stupid boys haha

haha anyways...its been almost 2 months since i have been hit by the deadly firework...
and the bruise is still here!!
im gonna wear a helmet and all other protective gear on new years!
have noooo luck with fireworks!!

and chase is also being weird!
we have been really good friends for awhile...
and we made a bet for $5 that he couldnt not have sex til christmas
(he was kind of a manwhore for awhile hahaha)
but yeah he said he wasnt just giving it up for $5...
but to prove to me that he can stop doing something if i tell him to and that he can give up things for something better
CONFUSION!!

boys are RETARDED!! haha

hmm...maybe i should work on my essay...or apps...or read my english book...or do my psychology homework...
or not

omg for psychology i have to carry around a bag of flour dressed as a baby for 2 weeks!!
and take it to every class...stupid shit
ima kill it...jk

but ok ima go now...ill hopefully see yall soon!!
BYEEEEEE

Current Music: Everything Changes

haha yes...im still here!
me and my mom had our bags packed...
said goodbye to my dad...
and then we went to give my passport in and it turns out my dependent pass needs to be extended or something??
not really sure...but i heard "you cannot leave the country"
hahahahaha so of course i had a huge smile on my face...get to skip school and stay longer!!
but my mom didnt hear them say that at first...so when she looked at me she was probably thinking "wtf is wrong with her...why is she smiling??"
so...tomorrow we have to take care of that...and there are no flights on Tuesday...SCORE!!
needless to say that put me in a very good mood :D
i just hope i dont have a lot to make up in school.
anyways...i was just bored so i thought i would share that with you.
buhbye now

Hmm...not too much is really going on in my life right now...its quite boring!! haha but Weier, Ama, Ness, and Amanda came to Singapore last week and it was a lot of fun!! yall need to come baaaaccckkk!! hahaha

Im not gonna complain about school cause i know how bad yall have it in IB and my ceramics and photography classes just dont compare...but would anyone like to write an essay for me comparing/contrasting existentialism in "Candide" and "Being There"?? It would be greatly appreciated hahaha. but hmm...i quit cross country like the last week hahahahaha soooo lazy...but i blame it on Ama, Weier, and Ness cause i skipped to go out with them!! haha

today was completely pointless, here is how my day went:
1. got to school
2. watched a volleyball game
3. played with clay cause our ceramics teacher didnt wanna start a new project
4. ate lunch
5. watched part of the matrix
6. watched another volleyball game
7. went home

now tell me...what was the point of even going to school?? haha

but tomorrow is FRIDAY!! YAY!! the good thing about singapore is you dont have to have your parents take you anywhere...and you can buy your own alcohol :D weekends are great haha. BUT OH!! im going back to Brunei on the 7th i think!! My birthday!! i get to be there for the battle of the bands!! YAYYYY!!!!

ok well i think that i have rambled on about nothing for long enough so i shall go do my math homework that the teacher never even looks at anyways...see yall soon :D

Current Location: home
Current Mood: happy

ok so i just got a new lil puppy!!
shes the cutest thing ever!!
shes tiny and shes a shih tzu!!
but i dont know what to name her!!
help me!!

ok so i was back in brunei this past weekend and i had so much fun!! i missed everyone so much and it was great seeing everyone again!! but i didnt get to see weier :(  so weier you better come visit me in singapore soon!! haha some very very entertaining moments this weekend...not all appropriate to mention but i met one of the funniest gay guys ever! hahahahaha but yeah thats pretty much all i wanted to say..and i miss yall already!!!!!!

Current Mood: exhausted

hmm...i know i have complained bout tracy enough already...but yeah some stuff vida has told me made me think about it a lot more...and i just kinda need to get it out lol.

ok well i was talkin to vida...actually im talkin to her right now, but anyways yeah well im just gonna put the conversation on here:

 

13615480907 says (9:29 PM):

Lol yea. Im going to tell the coach today. So we will c what happens. Dude me n ana hardly talk to lisa n tracy bc they act like the seniors from last year.

Laci says (9:29 PM):

tracy got all conceited and stuff...i dont know

+13615480907 says (9:31 PM):
Well she has always been like that but it just got more in her head once u left. I think its bc she no longer had to live under u.

Laci says (9:32 PM):

live under me?? what do you mean??

+13615480907 says (9:34 PM):
Well she lived off of u. I dont if u noticed but tracy didnt have friends till u came. All the friends she has now she has bc of u. No one ever talked to her.

Laci says (9:35 PM):

well that was back in elementary...

+13615480907 says (9:39 PM):
Yea n the only reason i talked to her in jr high is bc of u. The ppl from kingsville bc of u. She has never gone out n made her own friends. U know?

Laci says (9:41 PM):

yea.but when i came back she like hardly talkd 2 me like when i went 2 the gym that day &every1 was like LACI! HI! and she just turned away

+13615480907 says (9:44 PM):
Idk maybe she was mad that u were on top again. Do u get what im trying to say?

Laci says (9:45 PM):

so she basically hates me...lol

+13615480907 says (9:47 PM):

Just jealous is what i think. Lol like she only talks to me when she needs me for some thing or when im talking to someone.




so yeah basically i dont know what tracys problem is and if what vida says is true...then thats not really a friend i dont think. which is so weird cause we have been "Best friends" since the 5th grade. and i dont know...just certain situations make you realize who your real friends are. but i dont wanna just like stop being friends cause HELLO!! 7 years of friendship!!  but i dunnooo doesnt seem like she really  cares...but anywho i think i have rambled on long enough bout this...so yeah ill talk to yall later

 

 

 

 

 

 

Current Mood: confused

Im so excited to be going back to brunei next weekend!!!!! woohoo!!!! lol i miss everyone sooo much!!

lol singapore isnt too bad though...had a HORRIBLE first couple days but it got a lil better...and then i went out on friday with some people i met and that was pretty fun.  yall soooo need to come visit me here!! nightlife is great!! haha

this isnt really important but i just got done talkin to a guy from texas that apparently used to like me or somethin and he used to call me and stuff...but chase went and told him that i thought he was ugly and didnt like him at all and didnt want anything to do with him and stuff...which i never said!!  i didnt like him more than a friend but i would never say any of that!! sooo yeahh this guy has basically thought i was a complete bitch all this time...thanks a lot chase. 

ok well anyways yall better free up some time for me this weekend :D

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Here's to you-eli young band